I've been looking forward to today's shoot. Sex with the actor was so good that it couldn't be compared to that with my husband... it was really pleasant. Since that shoot, I'm no longer satisfied with ordinary sex. It's like the limiter has been lifted. I've been wearing a wedding ring since I got married to my husband, but recently I've been taking it off from time to time because I feel like he's tied me up. I wonder if it's okay to be free once in a while. I make sex friends and enjoy sex with people other than my husband, and I spend a fairly fulfilling day. But I couldn't forget how comfortable I felt during the last photo shoot... I took the plunge and applied again. Last time I was passive, but this time I want to take the plunge and blame myself a lot.
