Why. I've always had a strong desire to be abused, and I get excited about AV that is forced to be fucked. When I dated someone who actually did that kind of thing, my body was very compatible, and even now, I often masturbate while remembering that time. However, I chose a serious and kind person for my marriage partner. In a calm life, if you complain about it, you'll get hit. But... it's just not enough. Being forced, being told cruel things, being ordered to do nasty things. I can't help but want that to happen. The actor I met for the first time had a soft demeanor, but the depths of his eyes were sharp, and I got wet just by looking at him as if I was judging him. He was restrained and tortured for pleasure. He swore he wouldn't orgasm until he said okay, but I know he can't really do that. Still, I swear not only because I can't resist, but because I expect punishment. I'm begging for forgiveness, but at the same time I'm thinking I've done something worse. A vibrator is pushed in and an electric machine is pressed against it. I can't control my emotions because of too strong pleasure. I got acme many times and I could only think about the meat stick. If you put on the obscene underwear that was handed to you to change into this and serve it, you'll get wet with just that. I was told that I was a slave and cummed many times. I want you to mess up more and more until it breaks.
