We had a fight when we were married for 20 years and when we were desperate for housework and childcare, but we had grown up and we managed to do it together, and when we think back, it was all a fun time... What's sad is that my husband doesn't look at me as a 'woman' at all, which hurts my heart most of all.I can no longer bear the days of just getting older, so I have the courage to have sex with my first unfaithful sex.
