``I'm sorry for your loss. I was very indebted to your husband when he was alive...'' I was completely exhausted by this man who spoke to me so kindly, and I was completely devastated.I felt so sorry for my husband, who I loved so much, but now that I've found out about that aphrodisiac, I've fallen to the point of no return.Even though I was 100% refusing it in my head, my body wanted that vile man's genitals on its own.I am so sorry to you in heaven.Please forgive me for moaning in such a vulgar voice.
